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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Jul 11, 2012 12:41 pm

First topic message reminder :

My poems :

Ruins Of Roses:

Here I stand, In the middle
Of the ruins of roses
Everything beautiful,
Is dead and gone
Every memory, faded
Life and death and separated 
By a very fine line
The same line 
That divides me
Somewhere in my mind
If you aren't here 
I'm a ghost, I walk all alone.
No one will see,The tears I cry.
They are hidden 
By the pain in my eyes
All i posses,Is one last breath
As I stand, In the ruins of roses.


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Post by Leonie Fri Nov 16, 2012 5:08 pm

You're awesome sonia! Sonia's poems  - Page 7 2529430738 heart
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Post by ¡sonia! Sat Nov 17, 2012 4:21 am

Leonie wrote:You're awesome sonia! Sonia's poems  - Page 7 2529430738 heart

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Post by ¡sonia! Sat Nov 17, 2012 9:39 am

Have you ever felt like you were at the bottom
The bottom of the ocean, after sailing the seas
You've seen it all and convinced yourself
The world is small. Then suddenly
A shooting star falls out of the sky 
And at your feet and makes you question everything 
Your judgement of defeat, makes you rethink everything.
All your dreams washed away
Find yourself longing for a way
Just to say, "I'm ok".
But you know you aren't, you know you're where 
You never ever wanted to be
Everything good that was there is disappearing 
The ones you put your faith in stare you down 
There's no time to turn this around.
So take what you've got, the little that's yours
And smile at the liars, set the world on fire 
Make them miserable for hurting you
Show the faithless, that dreams come true 
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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Nov 21, 2012 9:05 am

I feel like you break my heart
Every time we grow apart 
Is it intentional, i need to know
Or is it just a stupid show.
The way you keep pretending 
That you'll never let someone in
The way you act
Like you're at your best 
When theres no one there 
Is that how you really are
Or how you choose to be
Are your intentions to hurt me?
I've sworn not to do
Anything to ever hurt you
I thought, deep inside, you did too
But your promises break 
Even quicker than the silence
In a crowded room.
So is this the way this game goes
I'm a new victim to this emotion 
To this feeling of delusion  
I let it take over 
Anything I could ever do
Wouldn't be enough to show you
How much I love you 
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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Nov 21, 2012 9:07 am

Is it fun to crush my heart
The game you played from the start
Do you enjoy tearing me down
Making sure i fall to the ground
Every time you leave me here
Melodramatically counting every tear 
It makes me love you more
These feelings just grow
It doesn't make sense for me
To never be able to see
That I have to walk away
Instead of looking for things to say
It's obvious this goes nowhere 
With your lack of care
But I stay by your side
Wishing for something to guide
Me into your closed heart
All I want is to be a part
Of your beautiful life
Don't let this cut like a knife
Open your eyes, your mind
To see what I always find
When I make you smile
Why hasn't that happened for a while
I haven't changed, 
My love's still true
No matter what you do
I will always be here for you 
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Post by Survivor of Violence Wed Nov 21, 2012 9:19 am

Sonia, why am i not surprised by the perfection of your poems?
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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Nov 21, 2012 9:28 am

Survivor of Violence wrote:Sonia, why am i not surprised by the perfection of your poems?

Aww, thanks Kate :3
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Post by ¡sonia! Fri Nov 23, 2012 5:43 am

You're everything I never wanted 
All you care about is yourself 
I can't believe I though you were worth it  
You're a liar, you're a cheater 
You're everything I can't stand 
So don't bother holding my hand
Because you're so shallow
There's no telling when you'll let go
I really don't need this
I've got enough on my plate 
And your apology is too late
Don't say you're sorry
Because your eyes say you're happy
That I'm walking away
I've got nothing left to say
Your flattery always made my day
Your lies went a long way
But luck doesn't last forever 
I've seen what you are 
And now I'm going far
Far away from you
This nightmare came true 
Don't turn back, don't look for me
All you'll find is a closed door
A love lost long ago
You've wasted the last second chance
And I'm never coming back 
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Post by ¡sonia! Fri Nov 23, 2012 8:48 am

The sun doesn't shine anymore
Where did the light go?
It left me in the dark
Where pain left it's mark
Accustomed to the feeling of pain
I let the isolation rain
Down on my parade
Where my hopes just fade.
This life is overrated 
I misjudged this suffering 
Spent years looking away
From what ever hurts me
Only to one day, finally see
That I can't look away forever
And I can't lie that life gets better 
If this is how it's meant to be
Then there's nothing left to see
I'll fade into my own misery
The perfect shelter for me
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Post by ¡sonia! Mon Nov 26, 2012 10:26 am

What do you want me to believe
When I feel like I can't trust you at all
What do you think I need
When it's obvious you don't love me at all
I built up dreams around you and me
I played my part but you forgot yours
You let your heart go anywhere easy to follow
And left me here thinking you're so shallow
I can see from the look in your eyes
That you still want me, but sadly
You've wasted every chance 
I ever gave you, I forgave you
But you always did something to hurt me
The wounds opened my eyes so I could see
But I'm blinded when you smile at me
What power do you have over me
Why can't I ever win a battle
And let the scars teach me to move on
Why can't i let you go
And forget everything wrong
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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Nov 28, 2012 12:15 pm

You've got my heart in your hands
And I never want this to end
Can't you see you mean everything 
When I feel like I have nothing 
You can't even see
What you mean to me
The truth and the irony
The pleasure and the misery
Of feeling alive when you smile
When you leave, I die for a while
Until you come back to save me
To unintentionally rescue me
From my emotional suicide
And the affliction that I hide
No star in the sky is as bright
As your mystical light
Your halo, an angel I don't know
I don't need sympathy 
When I'm paralysed by your eyes
I just need you to believe in me
You could be everything to me
You could be the end of misery 
You could be the only thing I see
You could be what I can't be
You could be the one thing 
That could ever save me
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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Nov 28, 2012 12:16 pm

Another broken promise
Like a noose around my neck
Another unnecessary lie
That I cannot take back
Another huge mistake 
Takes my life off track
I'm living another day
With my persistent cynical smile
I seem to ignore every way
To make my life worth while
As the years go by
I don't live, I just survive 
I see the end of me in everybody
I'm alway just a step away
From breaking down
Watching my dreams fall down 
I don't want the liars to see
All the feelings inside me
I'll spend the rest of my life
With my persistent cynical smile
Wishing someone will save me
But without making any effort
To come out of my social coma
I prefer to live this way .
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Post by ¡sonia! Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:15 pm

All That Remains:

The pain's all that remains
On days that tears fall like rain 
And the memory of you and me
Is the only thing that keeps me sane
I can't stand to hear the stories
That these Walls continue to tell
And you and me and the way
We thought that this was hell
Who knew that the real hell
Would be life without you?
So I take all that remains
And I walk away
But I will never forget you.
I've learnt dreams don't come true
But I thought they did with you
Maybe I spent too much time dreaming 
Or maybe that's what keeps me going
Thinking of you, my angel
In my misery, hoping that you
Still think of me in a memory 
In the still world, the silence 
The place where we forget 
Everything and everyone 
We just hold on to our remains.
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Post by Survivor of Violence Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:47 pm

awesome!
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Post by itslikelectiveamnesia Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:48 pm

i like ^ :)
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Post by ¡sonia! Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:48 pm

Survivor of Violence wrote:awesome!
Thanks, Kate

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:i like ^ :)
Thanks Clare
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Post by itslikelectiveamnesia Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:51 pm

¡sonia! wrote:Another broken promise
Like a noose around my neck
Another unnecessary lie
That I cannot take back
Another huge mistake 
Takes my life off track
I'm living another day
With my persistent cynical smile
I seem to ignore every way
To make my life worth while
As the years go by
I don't live, I just survive 
I see the end of me in everybody
I'm alway just a step away
From breaking down
Watching my dreams fall down 
I don't want the liars to see
All the feelings inside me
I'll spend the rest of my life
With my persistent cynical smile
Wishing someone will save me
But without making any effort
To come out of my social coma
I prefer to live this way .

this one hits close to home.
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Post by ¡sonia! Sun Dec 02, 2012 11:54 am

Hopes the hardest thing to find
But the first thing on my mind
My heart breaks and my head aches
But nothing in this world will change 
I know what I am, but I've lost myself
Trying to make myself perfect 
A perfect fit to this hell
I struggle on, with the same old song
Years in, I know what I've done wrong
I know what I've done and who I've failed 
In my search for approval
I'm not a hero, I won't ever be
I have too many mistakes to my name
But why can't you forgive me
I've come a long way, 
Too far to throw it all away
 Losing a battle fought for so long is easy
Facing the truth is torture 
When I'm the cause of my misery
Why can't I let myself put the fears away
And maybe just for a day,
Be truly happy 
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Post by itslikelectiveamnesia Sun Dec 02, 2012 2:31 pm

a few of your poems sound exactly like me/how i used to feel. keep up the good work! you have potential :)
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Post by ¡sonia! Thu Dec 06, 2012 5:02 am

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:a few of your poems sound exactly like me/how i used to feel. keep up the good work! you have potential :)
They're about how I feel tongue good to know I'm not the only one who feels this way sometimes. Thanks, Clare smile
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Post by ¡sonia! Thu Dec 06, 2012 8:52 am

My life would be empty without you
My smile wold be grey and untrue
I wouldn't even find reason to smile
If you didn't make it worthwhile
My heart wouldn't have reason to beat
And I'd suffer emotional defeat 
Thanks to you, I dare to dream
Someday maybe dreams come true 
Someday maybe you'll love me too 
You make my life worth living
You make the love in me worth giving 
To another deserving heart
One that's special from the start
How do you talk about yourself?
Do you think you need help?
Do you live on imperfection?
It couldn't be worse than my tension
Don't you see how special you are
More than anyone, special to me
You may not know it
When I don't show it
But you give me reason to dream 
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Post by itslikelectiveamnesia Thu Dec 06, 2012 9:27 am

¡sonia! wrote:
itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:a few of your poems sound exactly like me/how i used to feel. keep up the good work! you have potential :)
They're about how I feel tongue good to know I'm not the only one who feels this way sometimes. Thanks, Clare smile

nope. ur not. good to know for me too XP
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Post by Survivor of Violence Thu Dec 06, 2012 11:45 am

i love them
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Post by ¡sonia! Fri Dec 07, 2012 9:02 am

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:
¡sonia! wrote:
itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:a few of your poems sound exactly like me/how i used to feel. keep up the good work! you have potential :)
They're about how I feel tongue good to know I'm not the only one who feels this way sometimes. Thanks, Clare smile

nope. ur not. good to know for me too XP

Yay tongue

Survivor of Violence wrote:i love them

Thanks Kate smile
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Post by ¡sonia! Sun Dec 09, 2012 12:33 pm

Do you know what I'd give 
Just to see you smile
Do you know that I'd kill
To make you stay a while
Because you make me feel
Like love is finally real
I know you understand 
That I'm too headstrong 
To ever give up on what
I've believed in,
No  matter the cost.
But you make me want to
Give up on my past
You make me want to
Forget the pain 
And love you,
Maybe my life is just 
All the silly dreams I built
And maybe this isn't even real
But it gives me something to believe
It gives me a reason to feel
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Post by ¡sonia! Mon Dec 10, 2012 8:54 am

I'm overwhelmed by your eyes
That dissolve passerby's 
Until you're the only one I see
The only one that makes me happy
My hearts been abducted by you
A delusional dream come true
Yet I feel like I don't know
Who you really are 
Beneath what you show
There must be something in you 
That makes me want to do
Anything at all, for you
Maybe I've lost my senses 
Maybe I've lost my defences 
Maybe I'm tired of being afraid 
Of giving my heart away
Living in fear that it will break
Now it's a chance I'm willing to take
I'll forfeit this foolish game
And hope, in your name
That my hopes wont fall like rain
I won't once again be left in pain
With all the fear and love in me
I give you what's most special to me
I'll give you my heart to take
Please don't let it break 
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Post by ¡sonia! Mon Dec 10, 2012 8:55 am

A warrior at war with yourself
A saviour crying out for help
An angel from the devils heart
Trying to avoid being torn apart
A fighter of many battles
A victor of no war
A symbol of twisted emotion
A victim of fake reality
A lost soul, never been found
Letting dreams fall to the ground
Can you hear the war cry?
The story of your life?
All you love and your sacrifice
Whys what you worked for 
So hard to actually achieve 
Why is it that, the closer you come
The further away your goal seems
It's never been harder to win a war
Than the constant one you fight
Yelling and screaming into the night
Why are you your own enemy?
Why do you let yourself feel empty?
When you know you're the key
To set all your demons free
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Post by itslikelectiveamnesia Wed Dec 12, 2012 5:56 am

good one! and dark... i like it.
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Post by ¡sonia! Wed Dec 12, 2012 8:48 am

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:good one! and dark... i like it.
Thanks smile
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Post by ¡sonia! Fri Dec 14, 2012 6:36 am

My hearts desperate for some consolation 
I can't identify this feeling of elation 
It's something I've refused to feel
After I decided love stories weren't real
But that disappeared, the moment you
Entered my life and showed me what's true
You taught me to believe, When I'm in doubt
There's nerve a way to know for sure
If this will last a day, month,or year
But it's a chance we have to take
A mistake, we're destined to make
It's something, just like anything
A thing that we'll never know
If we never give it a chance to grow
So maybe it's safest to hide
And live the rest of our lives being paranoid
Wondering what might have been
If we had just given in to this feeling
Wondering how life would have changed
If we had just stopped and not run away
I still have time to make you mine
And you still have a heart 
Of which I'm willing to be a part.
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