My Writings

so yeah, here's some of my stuff i wanna share. someday i'll record them but until then, few lyrics:
first off song Faith & Misery (it's tattooed on my arm) and Life in Agony. i really like it

-Faith & Misery

you hurt me terribly
by doing things so wrong
thanks to you I have nowhere to go
thanks to you I lost all I have loved
'faith & misery' only left
the holy bible of the dead
now I pray to it so bad
cause I hope that someday I get it back

all I can do now
is to keep faith
then all the misery
will disappear
will be a bad memory
and I will see
how important is belief
when devil stands in front of me

pain is bigger than before
and now I hate you so much more
I have nothing I could love
you took it away and then you're gone
all I do is cry right now
cause I got hit by your fist goodbye

all I can do now
is to keep faith
then all the misery
will disappear
will be a bad memory
and I will see
how important is belief
when devil stands in front of me


-Life In Agony

here comes a girl living dead
her world is done, she moves ahead
another step, another drag
she has to bear, she can't do that
too much pain, too much weight
she can't stand what she deserves
so much to love, so much to hate
the world owes her for that bad fate

poor girl almost dead
she's so fed up but she can't stop
hurting herself with all those thoughts
that come around from people's minds
she hates the world for hating her
otherwise she'd be already dead
she's so alone and that's the pain
'cos no one's here to help her out

here comes a girl living dead
her world is gone but she comes back
she's ready to stay and ready to go
but all she lacks is her tired soul
her home is gone, she's nowhere to go
she suffers from the pain that came along
she's being misunderstood by all around
and this is what is killing her

poor girl almost dead
her legs are leading her
straight to her hell
the only thing existing there
'cos that's where she will disappear

I also wrote a Poem once. I think i'll do it in my art thread

do it. make a thread in here

Lullabies

I don't believe in lullabies now
they used to say it's all alright
but what I see by my own eyes
the trend of fighting everything down
I don't feel good thinking of it
it scares the hell out of me
and tomorrow there's no sorrow
'cos I get my bomb even today

the terror of knowing
it's really happening
it's so overwhelming
I just can't stand it
the terror of feeling
cold breath on my neck
it's freaking me out
I want it to stop!

What I see on tv
it's only lies, the feeling free
they tell those lies to hide the truth
'you're gonna die still at your youth'
it's coming here, it's pretty fast
the devastation that's killing us
the civil armageddon is coming up

I like it Kate

thanks. these are mostly angry songs that come from my childhood

Those are great, Kate

thank you. i can't write as good as you though

How many words must be thrown
before we find the right ones?


i love this line. it's so RA inspired








here's the same line but a bit extended though i may be leaving it the way it is above:

How many words must be thrown before we find the right ones?
How many times do we have to beg before you let go?
How many times do we have to try before we get a real life?

I like it, I could see that easily being in an RA song

lol thanks. i wish to add something to it someday. or leave it like this, just add a sound and put just these two lines to it and make it half-instrumental song haha

some of my old depressive stuff (for clare)

Raped

i'm being raped by your stupid law
and I can't make a move
'cos it's holding me tight
it hurts so bad
i'm bleeding too bad
what can I do?

Tears are falling down the floor
i'm just waiting for some more
'cos i'm sure it will come
once it starts there is no end

now I got slapped
straight in my face
i'm the price in their rat race
there's no mercy for the damned
when one rule ends
another rapes

my mother said once
'you are the same'
I should have believed
now I regret
pain is so bad, I can't fight it!
But now what's that...
I think I just died



Rough Life

my life is a piece of glass
that I have to swallow
no one will help me out
they wouldn't even bother

my life is a piece of shit
and I have to stand it
no need to hurry up
I can't even deny this

my life is a piece of me
that I have to handle
I never wanted to live right
I don't even hide it

I am empty inside
there's nothing to hide
but I will never give up
never give up!



Just

your mind is unlogic
but your moves are clear
they show that you are out of mind
and out of dignity

sometimes you should give up
sometimes you should stop
you can't be doing shits or cheat me
always when you want

my name is just and I don't wanna much
but if you could stop shitting me
that would be damn good

sometimes you should give up
sometimes you should stop
you can't be doing shits or cheat me
always when you want

if you have no regrets
you must be freakin' dumb
'cos someday they will come for you
and put you in a jail

sometimes you should give up
sometimes you should stop
you can't be doing shits or cheat me
always when you want


I Forgot The Feeling

I forgot the feeling
the most important thing
that just left me
can't find it in here

I forgot the living
of how to be the good
everything's gone from me
nobody stands under this hood

how to get it back
the feeling of rage and hate
what should I do now
where's the key to this gate

I forgot the words
i'm speechless and so lost
it's time to meet the lord
and I forgot my chords

Fear

I can't stop thinking
that something's up
I feel I don't fit here
into this modern time

it's not my time
don't know what to do
I feel I can't make it
but I know I have to
rage is filling my heart
what if that's not enough?
It's time to find my home
even if I don't want to


more angry stuff

Reminder

unacceptation
and general pain
this is my attitude for today

for tomorrow I'm anti-sorrow
'cos i'm well prepared
for what you say

Rebel II

I don't mean to be obedient
what you're gonna do with that
I won't make it easier to you
can't get rid of me so fast

I don't listen to your speaking
I don't care. I just don't care
kiss my ass you motherfucker
find another dumb-ass jerk


Anarchy Kids

angry people are coming out
they will show you what means being dumb
they don't give a shit with fucked up rules
the anarchy kids are waiting for you


i love this one too:

The Magic Key

if I had the magic key
I would stop this misery
I would never hesitate
if it just could be my way

you will never be alone
I know if I had control
I would stop this crazy thing
I would make it up to you

if I had a magic key
I would stop this misery

if it could be up to me...
...if I had the magic key

my 'new way' starts right now:

i had Them's Fighting Words on my mind when i wrote this song it's my answer to this depressing song

my eyes reflect a glow of sunshine
i can breathe in the fresh air of dawn
i have gotten out of my insomnia
all my shadows have gone away

life is getting so much better
when you really start to live
all my fears of what could have been
have just turned to be bad dreams





a new era, a brand new dawn
i'm not worried, it won't break me down
changes need to be done, whatever they may take
i hold my breath and catch up with new pace

who can stop me?
what can go wrong?
who will tell me what to do?
I decide!

I loved that one, Kate

thank you! i'm now having my piece of paper and a pen always with me

ya that last one was really good :)

Raforlife55 wrote:ya that last one was really good :)

thank you Clare!

this one is inspired by a movie Chocolat with Johnny Depp. after a movie i turned off the tv, without a thought i grabbed a piece of paper and i wrote this. haven't changed anything in it.

Emptiness

I long for understanding
ain't people like this no more
who can give me what I need
only rebel out of home
I don't want too much from life
all I want is to be loved
without guitar, helping hand
I can't stand this anymore
loneliness is killing me
well, it's not much left to go
all I lost found someone else
I have nothing
i'm alone

its not bad. theres some parts that kind of break the rythem but its short and sweet. just like i like :)

thank you

so what should i correct?

I like it Kate

thank you Jess

haha look what i found! my very old stuff!!!!! hahaha i can't believe i wrote this haha:

Drunk Hollywood

I saw a man puking down
Into the basket
He just puked everything around
He looked like shit but it was Fifty
Drunk again, just as always

G was lying next to him
Molded gold grill on his teeth
He just pissed his pants again
They both look so pathetic

Famous Jenny came around
With her famous filthy fur
And she slipped on the puke
Oh my god, such bad luck

I'm so sorry... no i'm not
She is stupid, they are dumb
And that's the way it always is
Superstars falling to their knees

Pretty Gwenny, five inch nails
She is really like a star
Drunken Fifty came to her
She's so frightened, run away
And she felt down in those shoes

I'm so sorry... no i'm not
She is stupid, they are dumb
And that's the way it always is
Superstars falling to their knees
It's a shame, dear superstars
Do you know you're spoiled fucks?
Many people see you now
Show them who you really are

El Cato

Your policy is digging
A hole under my feet
I've never relized
I was falling slowly in too deep
You're like a plague
That makes us sick
A poison running through
Everything i see

Like a cat
You're healing up from bad accident
Like a cat
You're always falling on your feet
Like a cat
You have nine lives
Like a black cat
You're a curse to me

I could see that being a good start to a song, Kate

lol i don't even remember when i wrote it, couple years ago for sure

Splasher wrote:I could see that being a good start to a song, Kate

haha me too. like that second stanza being a chorus or something. i like it

thanks guys!

Survivor of Violence wrote:El Cato

Your policy is digging
A hole under my feet
I've never relized
I was falling slowly in too deep
You're like a plague
That makes us sick
A poison running through
Everything i see

Like a cat
You're healing up from bad accident
Like a cat
You're always falling on your feet
Like a cat
You have nine lives
Like a black cat
You're a curse to me

I like this one

haha thank you sonia

i haven't written anything in ages cos i don't actually feel the need to write... and i can't find my inspiration... but when i do i will let you know