Personal problems

This thread is basically a place to write whatever's on your mind at the moment, to share it so that you don't feel alone in this fight and even to seek advice

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Alright, so I'll post first since I created this thread for whining
Sometimes I feel extremely sad, like no one cares about me, I even consider self harm, sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to about it, because I'm too busy trying live up to everyone's expectations and be "perfect" for everyone. I'm afraid of losing the people I love by weirding them out with my problems and at the same time, I feel like no one will  understand what I'm saying because I come across as happy, calm and relaxed.
Other times, I feel like I can talk to my friends about these problems or even forget these problems when I'm with my friend, sadly, next thing I know, they're the cause of making me feel like shit, everyone acts so fickle minded. I feel like nothing in my life is consistent.
The only thing preventing me from doing sometime stupid is some members of my family who I know love me and you guys. I don't know, people confuse me.
No ones expected to respond to this, I just needed to talk. If anyone's read all of it and feels like they could help; thank you. I appreciate anyone who gives even the slightest shit about my life.

¡sonia! wrote:Alright, so I'll post first since I created this thread for whining
Sometimes I feel extremely sad, like no one cares about me, I even consider self harm, sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to about it, because I'm too busy trying live up to everyone's expectations and be "perfect" for everyone. I'm afraid of losing the people I love by weirding them out with my problems and at the same time, I feel like no one will  understand what I'm saying because I come across as happy, calm and relaxed.
Other times, I feel like I can talk to my friends about these problems or even forget these problems when I'm with my friend, sadly, next thing I know, they're the cause of making me feel like shit, everyone acts so fickle minded. I feel like nothing in my life is consistent.
The only thing preventing me from doing sometime stupid is some members of my family who I know love me and you guys. I don't know, people confuse me.
No ones expected to respond to this, I just needed to talk. If anyone's read all of it and feels like they could help; thank you. I appreciate anyone who gives even the slightest shit about my life.

*hugs Sonia* Don't worry, this will pass.

You can't live trying to be perfect for the others. If they don't accept you the way you really are, they prove how useless they are and they are not worth your time. EVEN when it comes to your family members.

Survivor of Violence wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:Alright, so I'll post first since I created this thread for whining
Sometimes I feel extremely sad, like no one cares about me, I even consider self harm, sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to about it, because I'm too busy trying live up to everyone's expectations and be "perfect" for everyone. I'm afraid of losing the people I love by weirding them out with my problems and at the same time, I feel like no one will  understand what I'm saying because I come across as happy, calm and relaxed.
Other times, I feel like I can talk to my friends about these problems or even forget these problems when I'm with my friend, sadly, next thing I know, they're the cause of making me feel like shit, everyone acts so fickle minded. I feel like nothing in my life is consistent.
The only thing preventing me from doing sometime stupid is some members of my family who I know love me and you guys. I don't know, people confuse me.
No ones expected to respond to this, I just needed to talk. If anyone's read all of it and feels like they could help; thank you. I appreciate anyone who gives even the slightest shit about my life.

*hugs Sonia* Don't worry, this will pass.

You can't live trying to be perfect for the others. If they don't accept you the way you really are, they prove how useless they are and they are not worth your time. EVEN when it comes to your family members.

Thank you, Kate

what kate said. u gotta live for yourself. easier said then done i know. i struggle with it too but its the best thing to do. fuck what others think.

o and i got kicked outta my school so i have to write a letter to get back in. im bascially just trying to put my life back together, or rather, together in the first place...

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:what kate said. u gotta live for yourself. easier said then done i know. i struggle with it too but its the best thing to do. fuck what others think.

o and i got kicked outta my school so i have to write a letter to get back in. im bascially just trying to put my life back together, or rather, together in the first place...

I guess that's true.

Aww, good luck with that, Clare

thanks sonia. im sure as hell going to need it

Atm my life is going down the river. Im mega stressed and i dont even have much time to be here. The only thing that can use to go on the internet is my phone. And yeah, i kind of broke it today typical me. Anyways, i have to aply for school next month. And i have to send them a copy of the last semester mark. And yeah, its not the best one, cuz i have a C on it. Im so gotta be killed. Sorry, i just felt like saying that.

good luck with everything leo. hope u get into whatever school ur going for,

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:good luck with everything leo. hope u get into whatever school ur going for,

Ill aply on the school that i went to atm.

Aw, Leo good luck with everything
I kinda know how you feel, I've got really important exams in March and I feel like I've been doing shit at school lately. Also, I'm gonna have to go to a new school in July and I just finished school

good luck with everything with u too sonia. im currently in the process of packing up and moving back home

itslikelectiveamnesia wrote:good luck with everything with u too sonia. im currently in the process of packing up and moving back home

Thanks Clare

Aw, how come?