Sonia's poems

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My poems :

Ruins Of Roses:

Here I stand, In the middle
Of the ruins of roses
Everything beautiful,
Is dead and gone
Every memory, faded
Life and death and separated 
By a very fine line
The same line 
That divides me
Somewhere in my mind
If you aren't here 
I'm a ghost, I walk all alone.
No one will see,The tears I cry.
They are hidden 
By the pain in my eyes
All i posses,Is one last breath
As I stand, In the ruins of roses.

i mean it's great!

Thanks Kate

The Day I Lost You:

I'd trade the pain for anything you'll give me
But if it went away, I wouldn't understand reality
And once again, I'd let it hurt me 
Ive nerve learnt from my mistakes 
And I don't expect to start now
As people watch me fall in and out of this feeling 
I become weaker and this life less appealing 
I've tried to overcome pain, pride and torture 
But theyre alway just around the corner 
Right next to you, watching me fall
You aren't different from anyone else
Anyone who's ever wanted to hurt me.
I've lost my faith in trust 
The day I lost you. 
These feelings can't be contained anymore
If I have to live life right,
It's time I let you go.

Torn Apart:

Torn apart in my heart, 
By a hundred different reasons
To let everything go
There's nothing I've ever wanted more
When I have everything else
I want to let this life go
And be myself
I'm sick of watching my back
And pulling knives out of my heart 
I'm sick, once again, of everyone
All I want is you,
And I've said this far too many times
I want you to know I love you
I want to find a place to be myself 
I know that you're torn apart as well
Even though you hide it better than I ever have 
I'm picking up the pieces of my broken heart again 
This time, I hope you'll help 

When It ends:

Pain is the easiest thing to judge 
But it's wounds don't heal easily
The cuts hurt more than ever
Because you aren't here
To help me get through this
But you're still there
Where no one can see
I know you're still here for me
And you'll never let me go
There are so many things 
I wish I'd let you know
Like how I'm lost right now
And how I'm hurt
Like how I've buried 
My heart in the dirt
Right next to you
Right next to fallen dreams
Where the only hope
Is that the hope may overcome
The pain of never seeing you
Are you happy, where you are?
Have your dreams come true?
Will you help me when I scream
Your name in the falling rain?
will you guide me in the dark?
Where the devils left his mark
Will you show me, once again
That it's never over
Until the end

Lost dreams and Hallow screams

Sense of secrets an stories untold
Hidden in the centre of a heart of gold 
Covered in gravel and blood 
Where emotions once would flood 
Feelings now lost and passion ignored 
Wings that once could fly now can't soar
Cut off by fate and life
Cut off by a beautiful knife
Pierced into a broken heart 
Passing through a soul torn apart 
Fine lines and broken chains 
Pain and memories, all that remains 
Repetition and contention, my fate
Death and hopelessness, in my head
Lost dreams, your hollow screams,
Still haunt me in the darkest night
When we'll never see the light 
Ghosts and deamons here to guide me 
Find a place where I'll be free
No matter where, I hope you're there,
You still haunt me.

AWESOME SONIA!!!

Thanks Leo,
Would you like to help me come up with names for those two?

yeah for sure.

Darkness is home when you lock the door:

Do you feel the way I feel?
Is nothing real anymore?
Have you closed every door
And locked up your heart
Like I had long ago?
Is the brightest light invisible
When the darkness is home
Is happiness impossible
When you have no place to go?
do you remember life long ago
When what we are today
Was so easy to let go of
Do you wish you could bring that back?
Cause I know I do
Do you wish everything was still as simple?
Cause I know I'd like to smile again.
Do you wish you still had that friend,
Who said they'd never let you fall?
Cause I know I need someone right now.
And do you wish you were not dependent 
On everything you hate?
Like I am right now
Do you wish this wasn't your fate?

Leonie wrote:yeah for sure.

Great

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:yeah for sure.

Great

you like the names?

Leonie wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:yeah for sure.

Great

you like the names?

Eh. Maybe we should keep working

Amazing as always.

Thank you, Jesse

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:yeah for sure.

Great

you like the names?

Eh. Maybe we should keep working

now they're perfect

Leonie wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:yeah for sure.

Great

you like the names?

Eh. Maybe we should keep working

now they're perfect

The second one is perfect, just let's work on the "pain don't heal easily" one..

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:

¡sonia! wrote:

Leonie wrote:yeah for sure.

Great

you like the names?

Eh. Maybe we should keep working

now they're perfect

The second one is perfect, just let's work on the "pain don't heal easily" one..

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I edited the title again, Leo, please dont change it, ok,

I'll try

Do you remember the lies you never told
Do they still follow you home?
Engraved on my heart, carved in stone.
Am I still your favourite lie?
Still the only reason why,
This life has no goal
Do I matter as much as I did before,
Before you ever said you didn't need me anymore
Just remember, I'm not going anywhere
Paralysed by your smile, and your eyes
In love with every tear I cry.
Your name, whispered by these walls
Tell the tale of why I'm this way
Pleased by the numbness in my brain
Comforted by the pain
You're here now, never go away

Beautifully broken:


Why do you let yourself fall apart so easily?
And so quietly, That everyone forgets
Everything about you.
You wish for so many things, You'll never have
And you refuse, what some are willing to give.
You keep saying, You're falling apart,
But you should know,
That you're breaking your own heart
Because no one feels the need
To bring you to your knees.
You're a critic and a cynic,
A self proclaimed judge of everything.
You'll never let anyone off for free,
Until they've fallen to their knees,
They'll finally know what they've done to you
They'll finally know the pain
Of being isolated, being alone, being no-one,
Falling apart, on you knees, broken bones,
mindless suffering, painful crying, hate 
Self harm, being a runaway never excepted 
Societal outcast, the individual,
All you are, all I've ever known
Beautifully broken, forever alone.

Your poems are so emotionally amazing. asdfghjkl;'

Splasher wrote: Your poems are so emotionally amazing. asdfghjkl;'

Thank you :')

Poem written by Jesse and me:

Before the Storm:

Can you calm my restless heart,
Before my soul is torn apart?
This nightmare never ends
Because everyone just pretends
To be something they're not,
Dreading the attention they've brought,

Can you help me feel,
Before I can't tell what's real?
As the  inferno blazes on,
Will this duckling ever become a swan?
Because it feels so shit,
Knowing you're no-one's "it".

Can you be my obstruction,
Before I lead myself to self-destruction?
The storm continues to wreck havoc,
The damage left is savage,
And still you don't see,
You're the one who can save me.
.......................

Does anyone think it need another stanza?

jesse is right

Good poem Sonia, I think the last two stanzas are the obvious highlights of it...

Survivor of Violence wrote:jesse is right

About what? :

Splasher wrote:Good poem Sonia, I think the last two stanzas are the obvious highlights of it...

Survivor of Violence wrote:jesse is right

About what? :

Lol, yeah, jess

And what's he right about, Kate?

I think, she means that your Poems are great and very emotional. Jesse's right with that.

Leonie wrote:I think, she means that your Poems are great and very emotional. Jesse's right with that.

Ah, ok, thanks